Trial and Error.

I've been married for a month now, and I; myself cant believe I am married to the man I thought would never come back into my life.A man who left such a huge imprent in my heart that no man could have taken out. I thank God for my marriage, because with out him I wouldn't have gotten the best of the best for me and my life. Its been a long journey for him and me, and i thought this day would never come. Despite everything I've been through- naming only a few: Marcos's mom not aggresing to our marriage wanting us to live in sin, youth group hating me since i came to there church ( didnt even really let me in there group at all that worried me, since marcos was the youth president I had no way to help him if they didnt let me in), Other girls trying to get in the way by trying to hit on my man; while i wasn't there, my mom being sick was a huge worrie for me ( I knew that in her condition she would ruin my marriage if i didnt find a place for her soon, and worried marcos wouldnt be able to handle her). I keeped this verse in my heart, soul and mind as i went through so much."But god had everything prepared Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.
– Hebrews 12:1-3
I left everything in Gods hands and left things in his timming before I knew it all those troubles I had desapeared and things got better. know I am loved by my youth group, which gives me so much enthusiasm and youth camp gave me so much word and strenght for this comming year. Now I know some of the reasons why God put marcos in my path and why my church. I love my church very much and my pastors and plan to help my church with everything I have. I have many plans to help the youth grow fundraisers.

1. selling homemade pies for the hollidays
2. selling homemade quilts
3. selling chocolate bars ( like at my old youth group)
4. Talento ( what everyone at church does sells food on one day a month on friday
5. I also want to be active in helping the DORCAS ( tittle for married women at our church)
6. I especially want to be active in Flor Azul ( a fundraiser for our missionaries that are all over the world including the most recent one ITALY).

I am just so happy I cant explain, but like my best friend Rebecca remind me. Its cause your still in your honeymoon stage. But even so I still believe with christ all things are possible; including happiness. But it has been hard trying to balance eachother in our likes and dislikes, since my husband is especially picky about keeping the house clean everyday( which is IMPOSSIBLE wth my school and work schedual plus church), wanting peruvian food ( not so succesful yet) and having weird pet peves like taking a shower before getting into bed.(O_o yastill havent udnerstood that one yet!) But I still love my husband and we get along pretty fine even though we have nothing in commen. I still wish though that he would work on being on american time schedual not Latin time ( for those that dont know what I mean its a spanish jokeit pretty much means his never on time to ANYTHING) annoys me so much. *sigh* but I pray to God he fixes things only he can change him; which i belive in so much, since he has already changed him so much since we last saw each other at highschool. Well till I write again God Bless You All! and no we are not planning on having kids for another 3 years tops. ;) I have my newphews to enjoy for that time being.